depression

hey every one..
some times i freel abit depress and had been like this lately. cos of studies. Man i am such a poor student.... i am also under probation this sem. that very very shitty. My parents also begin to pressure me alot also lately. Sometimes i really want to be the really really good students u know like some of my friends who are in the president list... but i dont think its possible and i dont event think i am the type of student like that.. i mean ths smart ones . guess i wont be able to be excelent in education. Haiz. today i had Quantum Machanics. Man was so damm disappointed when can't even understand whats happening. So i just went of the class and waited till it ends. Quantum Machanics is not like machanics man cos you can't even see whats happening in real life we only see them thru theories such as schrodinger's equation like that.. Guess i must add oil more this sem. By the way hanjun take care yea, ur a good friend of myne =)

chang